Lost Found Rememberance

“Where could it be?”

Questioning yourself over and over

The keys are missing again

“But I just had them not long ago”

Memory blocks

Anxiety builds up

control your anger

noone else to blame

but

You

*******************************      Deep Breath   *************************************

Remembrance

Nausea greets my stomach

Knees shake uncontrollably

Hands echo

Floodgates of tears unleashed

Anger

Fist pump

Emotions run wild as though

threatened by a lion in the Safari

Madagascar

Ear drums ring as they try to disguise these words

words never imagined

thought

words a 10 yr old should not digest

*BURP*

No amount of cotton candy will sweeten these words

a scar without a wound

you know the feeling of loosing a dream after waking up

Fragile

Unfortunately this was all too real

Cant remember the last words we exchanged

the dress you wore

heels or pumps

the scent of your perfume

Flashbacks of times spent together

smiles of joy

cradled under your bossom

comfort

Precious milestones now faced alone

without your instructions

Alone

your love

your guiding hand

Alone

Alienated

no time to be trained

to be nurtured

Time

to ask that question

not just one

but many

Questions girls ask their mothers

for security

reassurance

annoyance

Killed by the coalition

All that is left is once upon a time

Unlike the golden hair of Rapunzel

the wicked sisters of Cinderella

this is no fairy take

no rewriting the script

no actors

Grammy

Anniversaries

Mothers Day

Celebrations

Birthdays

seem pointless

Drifting into adulthood

I can only imagine the things we could be doing

places visited

still cradles under your bossom

Fades away

Questions left unanswered

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